I
sit in my living room on the cold wooden floor, facing the ceiling and looking
around the inside of my house. This will definitely be the last time I’ll be
here, sadly. Boxes are stacked at one side and the truck is already here. I
sigh.
Time
to get moving.
Mom
and Dad help bring the boxes into the moving truck and bags into our car and
the truck. Everything about this hurts. I never wanted to move. Nor did my
parents.
My
father had a job offering in Chicago. The company he was currently working for
sucked so he thought, why not? But of course, a part of me thought that my
parents didn’t care about the environmental changes I had to go through. My
older brother, Ben, of course, didn’t care a bit. Probably because he was in
his ‘emo-poet’ phase.
Ben
is already in the car, headphones on and looking outside the window, away from
me, my parents and everyone else. The sky is cloudy and grey and looks as if it’ll
be raining soon. I can’t help but feel as if the sky’s giving a dramatic effect
on all of this.
“You
ready, kiddo?” I hear my dad says as he puts an arm around my shoulder. I
glance up at him and give him a plastic smile. “Yeah,” I whisper, walking away
from him and getting into the car with Ben. He has a bag of chips beside him.
He glances at me and pushes the bag of chips towards me as an offering. I push
them back and he nods.
“Bad
day?” He asks, taking off his headphones and for the first time in a few weeks,
he actually looks like his old handsome self. Thick brown hair covering his
emerald green eyes that make his skin look attractively pale.
“Kinda.”
I answer, taking the chips this time. He grins and offers me his phone and
headphones. Despite the fact that he changes phases almost every month, we’ll
always have something in common which is our love for music. I smile and take
his phone and headphones from him. I don’t use them yet though.
“How
do you feel about moving?” I ask him. We’re still alone in the car so whatever
we say now wouldn’t be heard my mom or dad.
“Like
it’s the stupidest decision mom and dad have ever made,” Ben says without
thinking. He takes a handful of chips and stuffs them into his mouth, looking
out the window again.
“Why
do you think so?” I ask, despite the fact that I too felt the same way.
Ben
looks at me in this surprised way. By now, he’s dropping the emo phase but I
don’t know about the poetic phase.
“Firstly,
dad’s just going to be working for the same company that’ll give him the same
amount of payment every month and will most probably be treated like trash.
Secondly, have you seen the house? Or should I say apartment? It’s a 3 room
apartment with a very small living room that’d be better off as a playground
for our hamsters. Thirdly, have you seen our new school? From the looks of it,
it seems like juvy!” Ben pours his heart out. We’ve always done this since I
had problems to talk about. The first time I told Ben I wanted to talk to him
about my problems, I remember him wiping an invisible tear from his eye and
saying, ‘Ah, my little Grace is finally ready to talk to me about her hormonal
problems.’
That,
of course, was when he was in his dramatic phase. Since then, we’d always hang
out in his room after midnight, lying on his carpet side by side and talk to
each other about our problems.
“Is
that over dramatization or just really how our new life is going to be like?” I
ask warily. Ben takes a handful of chips, shakes his head at me and looks out
the window.
“What
do I gain from lying to you, Grace Knightley?” Ben says under his breath, loud
enough for me to hear. I nod and understand what he means behind this. I put on
the headphones and play my playlist of songs on Spotify. Letting the music
carry my worries away.
Mom
and dad climb into the car and glance back at me and Ben. We’re both looking out
the window. Mom and dad look away and to each other. Dad starts the car.
“Are
we making the right choice?” I hear mom say. Great, now you want to discuss
about that?
“Natalie,
humans never make the perfect and right choices,” Dad tells her. The engine purrs
and soon, we’re moving.
…
We
arrive at our new house at night and the streets look very eerie. Ben wakes me
up and apparently, I’ve been listening to my offline Spotify playlist on repeat
for 5 times now and Ben was nice enough not to take his phone and headphones
away from me.
“Thanks,
Ben.” I say, giving him the first hug I’ve given him in a few weeks. He hugs me
back, surprisingly and pulls away.
“I
wanted to take them away from you but you were listening to She Will be Loved
by Maroon 5 and I thought, ‘that’s a song she deserves to listen.’” Ben tells
me. I half smile and Ben taps my shoulder, pointing to a building behind me. Mom
and dad climb out of the car, followed by me and Ben.
“You’re
right,” I say, my gaze at the worn out looking building. I glance at Ben and he’s
snapping a picture. I look at what he’s doing over his shoulder and he’s
sending the picture to a friend. Usually he’d shake me off and tell me to mind my
own business but lately (since I got into the car), he’s been… nicer? I think?
Welcome
to ghost town, Ben types swiftly. He’s always been a fast typer. He’s sending
it to Ezra Bale, a friend of his. I know Ezra. He’s the exact opposite of Ben.
He has a fix character while Ben’s is all messy, uncertain, mysterious;
intriguing. Nevertheless, they get along well.
The
three dots appear as a sign that Ezra’s typing. I wish you luck, Lieutenant
Knightley, Ezra answers.
Yeah,
no kidding, Ben replies. He stuffs his phone in the pocket of his black
leather jacket.
The
building in front of us looks old, creepy and eerie. The bright cream paint has
begun to peel off and the building smells funny once you get closer. Mom and
dad begin to ascend the steps and open the door with a key. I turn back,
expecting the truck to be behind our car but it wasn’t.
“Where’s
the truck?” I ask.
“It’ll
be here tomorrow morning,” Dad answers. He’s already a few steps in the
building with Ben trailing behind him. Ben lets out a hand for me to take. I
take it and we walk in together.
Our
apartment is on level 4 (I counted) and boy was it a climb. The stairs were creaky
and covered in a soggy red carpet.
Dad
unlocks the door to our apartment and once it’s opened, a whiff of something
funny hits my nose and I cough. Ben scrunches his face and coughs as well,
fanning his nose.
“Jeez,
dad what is that?!” Ben asks loudly. The cries of a baby start to erupt from
the opposite room. Perhaps it was woken up by Ben’s yelling.
“You’ll
get used to it,” Mom says, walking into the apartment behind dad. Ben walks
behind me and soon, dad turns the lights on. It’s dim but enough to light up
the place and for me and Ben to judge it.
“The
place smells funny.” Ben whispers to me
“I
know.”
“The
curtains are torn,” I whisper, pointing to the curtains that were meant to
cover the window. Somehow, it didn’t look like an animal scratched it but it
looked like… something else had.
“I
know.”
The
series of judging whispers keep on going between us as Mom and Dad walk around
the place. The place is ultimately ugly, and I know it sounds mean and arrogant
but it’s true.
We
spend our first night in the living room with a carpet beneath us. We all
huddle up together as the night was a very mean and cold one. Ben and I sleep
next to each other, his arm pillowing my head.
I’m
the only person awake, I’m sure of it. I hear mom’s soft and controlled breathing,
dad’s soft snores and Ben is obviously sleeping. I lie awake, thinking about my
future here in Chicago.
That’s
when I hear it. Scratching.
I
jump and Ben almost awakens but he doesn’t. My heart beats like a drum and I
try to convince myself that it was just in my head. That’s when I hear it
again. It’s closer this time. And louder.
I
close my eyes and when I open them again, the curtains have been scratched, and
there are words carved on it.
ROOM
4.
Weren’t
there only 3 rooms? I ask myself. I get up and walk until I’m in a mini-hallway
in the apartment that has 3 doors along it. That’s when I see it.
A
glowing door, standing at the end of the hallway. My hair stands on end. Do I
walk to it?
Something
pushes me.
I’m
shoved into it.
The
door opens with a creak.
There’s
something there.
To
be continued in: ROOM 4.
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